November 2009
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Death turns beautiful
I just learnt of someone’s Death. Someone whom I barely knew and let alone met in real life, but I cried when I learnt of it. She was someone like a friend I could relate to and also a stranger. She was someone strong, and smart, and beautiful, but maybe because she was those that she was also vulnerable and fragile and alone.
Say hi to forever.
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I hate how much I hate you
The opposite of love is not hate, it’s indifference. That’s the harshest thing that someone could feel towards another person - the complete elimination or dismissal of another person’s existence. I wish I could do this to you, but this strong hate and disapproval of what you do (that I’m feeling) makes it impossible. It must be blood ties we have that have brought me to...
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Storm breaking
I suppose it’s alright to have nothing to say sometimes. After all, the comfortable silence between two people who care for each other is probably because nothing needs to be said. And because everything’s understood, there’s nothing to say.
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What`s a soul mate?
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Well, it`s like a best friend but more, it`s the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It`s someone who makes you a better person, but actually they don`t make you a better person, you do that yourself because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It`s the one person who knew you & accepted you & believed in you...
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Jonghyun has swine flu!
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Following SS501’s Kim Hyun Joong, K.Will and 2AM’s Jo Kwon, SHINee member Jonghyun has been diagnosed with swine flu! On the night of November 2nd, Jonghyun had symptoms of a cold so he visited the hospital to get a check up. For precautionary measures he was given Tamiflu, but on November 3rd (today), he was declared positive with swine flu. Jonghyun is currently staying at...
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October 2009
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Harbinger
I bring not the news of death, and yet, those whom I bring the news to are slowly dying in front of my eyes. The slowly spreading blood stains not my hands, and yet, it feels like it is I who plunged the blade into their hearts.
As the knife slowly twists…
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Funerals for the living
Funerals aren’t for the dead, they are for the living. The dead has long since passed beyond caring and time; funerals hold no meaning for them. When someone dies, time lapses. Funerals are there to provide a closure for those still alive, to feel an end more substantial than something as flitting as death. So that time could start again; so that those living can move on from one moment to...
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We are golden
The basest form of us; minus the luxuries some of us might be able to afford, minus the rags some of us can only afford, minus the shells that are our body, we are all the same. We are all dirty, disgusting, evil, mean, vain, greedy, clean, pure, innocent; we are everything. What makes us seemingly different now are the different things we have forgotten, the things that we hold more and less than...
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Fear is never rational
There was this once when I was talking alone with someone and I asked her if it was possible to find a passion or to live without one. She told me that there are people out there who are fine living without a passion, and there are those whose passion could be just sleeping, I cannot help but think that I don’t want to be just fine. I don’t want to be one of those people who has to...
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Worthless
Every time something goes wrong, even if it was not my fault in the first place, the first thought on my mind would be to apologise. It’s what I’m told and taught since I was young, but now when I think over, it feels like maybe I’m told and taught all that only because none of you would ever admit your own mistakes.
Now, now I wouldn’t ever unless it’s a mistake I...
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“You are my flower,
Not because you are prettier than other flowers.
You are my...”
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In this manga, →
A 10 year old (bad ass) boy can say
“Shut up. The woman I love; as I see her sink in the same darkness I am in, what damn things might happen in the future, those thoughts can’t enter my head now.”
What’s not to love!?!?!?!?!
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I don't feel lonely being alone
I like being alone. And probably more so when I’m alone with someone who cares. We can talk, just the two of us, and not have a care in the world. We can talk about the things we want to do, places we want to go. I can talk without having to bother if the next person beside me thinks I’m talking or laughing too loudly. I don’t need to bother. And everytime I talk about the things...
But we still live
I didn’t post anything yesterday! Man, I sound so happy. And I’ve been neglecting the other tumblr for awhile too. It’s kind of strange, but it’s kind of fun and making me happy when I see the tumblarity fluctuate, go up and down like a yoyo. Well, my mind isn’t working as well as it should, but I feel like having alone time.
Me time.
I think I’m the kind of...
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What is your damage?
There’s this saying about not knowing how strong or good a tea is until you put it in hot water. Well, it makes sense, but humans aren’t exactly tea, right? And even with tea, you could probably tell the quality of the tea leaves by smell, touch, sight. Shouldn’t that apply to humans as well? I’m not talking about appearance here, I’m talking about inner character....
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Eye in the sky
@saydoubleokay Wow. I never expected anybody to be following or reblogging things from this blog because it’s just my crazy rants. So, thank you! And, you’re Sec 2? Good luck!
Suddenly while sitting at the bus stop , while waiting for the bus (that almost always takes its own sweet time to arrive) to get home, I realised (speak of the devil, my bus arrived at this time and...
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senshuk:
Horan’s English is nearly flawless and...
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The first sentence is always hard
Having to type the same post thrice wasn’t just a mere case of bad coincidences or bad luck. It probably started from how my first post got erased, since that was why I was typing it for the second time which then led to the unenthusiastic third time. But it was a long story and the few things it did effectively was made 3 people angry and frustrated, erase the first post, and eventually...
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I don't know why I'm doing this
Oh, damn. When I finally managed to type out the same thing for the second time and was amused by how smart ass and hypocritical I sound, it has to disappear for the second time. Which is just about as wonderful as starting your day by having bird shit land on your favourite shirt (which you happen to be wearing) when you’re at this distance away from home that if you head back and change,...
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“Each moment is as slow and transparent as a glass. Through each moment I can see...”
– The Time Traveler’s Wife
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